Sadhguru Sannidhi pooja

Oct 10 eve

Did my second Sanndhi pooja. In my excitement, I started earlier. But it was a good one. Immediately after lighting of incense tear start to fall and I called out to Sadhguru.
The Karpura Gauram I did in two cycle instead of three. Forgot to do my oath,
I will be here, mother to, all the beings, and offer love peace and joy to them.

The three cycle of Sadhguru Sannidi song seems so fast. Love the slow Brahmananda. At the end I keep chanting Karpura Gauram for a long while.
In the end it doesn't matter the ritual. What's important is my openness to Sadhguru. Truly glad I brought him into my life. Amen.


Now resting at night. Didn't light up Devi and Dhynalinga yantra. Just cleaned up the wick in preparation for tomorrow. Feel less stressful. I already light twice for today. Can let it be.

Today didn't go for volunteering. Didn't feel the urge. Now can clearly separate my need for volunteering vs validation. Just now received msg on tomorrow volunteering. The old me would have jump in to help but the new me no longer does that. Let others do.

Just sat to be in Sannidhi presence. Close my eyes and somehow not able to feel much energy from Sanndhi. I open eyes and saw that the wick is nearly dim. When I go over the flame died out. I cut the wick and light the Guru lamp and now sat back at my place. Immediately can feel Sannidhi's energy. I am attuned to its energy.

Yesterday my stomach was having painful contraction as I was sitting for presleep session with Sanndhi. I just put hand to my stomach and breathe. The pain ease. Amen. Day by day my connection to sannidhi is getting stronger.