Sadhguru - with sincerity, clarity comes and less drama

Oct 7 aft 1
Sadhguru

The more sincere you are with yourself, the clearer you will see things and the less melodrama you will create in order to make your life more intense and interesting. Without all the melodrama, you will become freer and freer, and you will quickly become less entangled. You will cut away one encumbering rope at a time. Then you will rise to higher and higher elevated realities.

If you do not become absolutely straight with yourself, it may take a lifetime to deal with every little thing that disturbs you before you finally come to the point where you realize that all your worry is not getting you anywhere. That is a waste of your time -- and of life.

Soul
Exactly where I am now.
All my life so much melodrama, not on the outside, but inside.
All the judgement and etc on me achieving or not achieving financial or social status.
All the fear of finding acceptance by friends and even mate.
What i know is that the said acceptance comes with a continous price.
I am no longer willing to pay the price of acceptance by living on other's values.
Whats important is now living my values and being contented in Now.
Alas all my inner melodrama dissolves.

Just saw this in my blog. Perfect affirmation that I am on right track.
Alas all my deep seated fear of being judged by my family was not true.
They are only concerned about me and worry if I am joining a cult.
But they let me be and that for me is enough.

North node in Taurus
Establishing self worth - most important goal
Their own sense of self worth is the one thing they can hang on to amid the constant shifting of public opinions. When they let others determine their worth, they are on roller coaster.
The most important goal for them is to pledge themselves to their own values and build sense of self worth. They are learning they can't establish self-worth by going along with others' values to gain validation nor can they attain self-worth through resisting others' values. Either way, they lose.
They win when they discover what is truly important and precious to them: their own values. Self-worth will come as a by-product of living according to those values.