Acceptance of sathsang

Dec 16

Father, did shakti and shambavi today. I can now do in my room without any inhibition, eventhough my nephews are sleeping.
On the TV, everyone is happy with it. I think m going to bring the korean coffee table downstairs since I don't use it.
I am still puzzled at how easy m taking the sathsang. A year ago, so much drama. Now, I just accept. Not worry if I can do it. Besides all of them don't share the whole script. Yea, the last time I was so negative and worried about failure. Now, I am fine.
My journey with Isha is effortless. Whenever m ready, unknowingly the next steps turns up. I am falling into Isha. Not sure where or if it goes anywhere. At least its public speaking.

Deliberate Intent.
The relationship between where u r and where u want to be is the basis of ur personal guidance system. Without that information of "where u want to be", u could not proceed with any clarity upon ur journey .. You would just be moving from place to place.

Soul
Yeap, Passion List and Vision Book is important.
Like I was thinking if I shld work, but then tot I want to be a Writer. So, will take off.

Deliberate Intent
The contrast in which u r focused provides a wonderful basis for the launching of ur unique desires, for whenever u r experiencing something that u do not want, u always understand more clearly what it is that u want.
But if u continued to agonise over the absence of what u want, ur emotion of worry or fear creates vibrational discord.

Soul
I was clear of what I don't want but not so clear on wants. Only 1 year ago, I got clear on what I wants and now working towards it.
Will focus on be a Writer and I am a Writer

Deliberate Intent
As u focus upon the subject of ur desires, u can feel hamony or discord. The better u feel, the more in alignment u r with ur desire. The worse u feel, the more out of aligned u r with ur desire.

Soul
On partner - I have been negative
On Writer - I have been positive once I got over my inertia.