Responsibility is responding

Jan 7

Father, did my practice. Suria was effortless despite little pain on right elbow. Tots coming during practices. This time I find myself able to ignore them as if they were just voices in the background.

Father, I can see some mental compulsion tots on E, but am not reacting to it.

Father, listening to Sadhguru's talk on responsibility - ability to respond and it is not taking the blame. Responsibility is love. When u respond intelligently, u r expressing love.

I wonder if this is the same as the case for SB. I was responding willingly, just doing my part. And surprisingly they said I am lovely ; being love.

Just had a tot. Freedom is responsibility. And responsibility is responding. I have hold back in responding due to fear of frontal rejection.