My Destiny via Natal Chart

Dec 31


Father, I want to change my belief of romantic relationship. I know it to be a karma under Queen of Diamond. But I am ready to face it.

Father, one thing that strikes me is that I took other people happiness as a personal issue to me. Why?? Especially when I think that the other person has less good attribute than me and yet can find someone. That to me means that despite my good attributes, something about me is not lovable.
Father, I want some answers.

(Jan 22 - this is a negative tot. A normal tot would be, if the other can get, so can you.)

Soul
Just received a call from an old friend, whom I have not met for 25 years. Suddenly I realised the coincidence of the reunion with old classmates and the reading of Osho's on freedom for children that creates self-intelligence, that promotes self-growth. If I hadn't met them, I may not be able to relate to it cos part of me resented my parents for not giving me guidance. Amen

Neptune in Scorpio
Somewhat consciously and somewhat unconsciously, u will be influenced by and personally able to utilise supernatural forces. We are talking seeking truth and self mastery. Put an end to the insignificant side of ur life. Develop a mystical comprehension of destiny.

Tip - Learn reverse paranoia. Imagine that everyone is out to help u and make ur life better. Loosen oppression.
To fulfill ur destiny, u need to develop ur psychic and intuitive skills. Just as importantly, u need to learn to see urself and other people and situations as they are, not as u really wish they were (projection).

Soul - same as Queen of Spade; self mastery.

Soul
When I read this I tot this would be a good way to shake my belief. Whenever I see someone I tot worse of than me get a good partner, instead of thinking I m bad that I don't get selected. Just think that if they get good partners, then I would be getting a great partner.

Use it as a platform for putting me up to a higher level instead of pushing me down.

Node in Taurus
Its possible that in past life, u married for money. To this day, when u r stressed, u tend to fall into deep suspicions, dark motivations and hidden agenda. U r ready to sort out and clean up old sexual and financial karma.
U have incarnated to create ur own personal fortune. Ur future lies in changing ur liquid assets. Infact, u will find ur spiritual path by becoming receptive to new value systems.

Soul
Coincidentally, my Planetary ruling is Ace of Diamond - desire for love and money. And my path is to create it myself and don't seek it out in others.

Venus in Leo
U r magnetic, likeable and popular than most people. U r warm and loving and can really turn a partner on.

Challenge - there are good indications that u struggle to be popular, loving, lovely and loved. U can learn to use ur charm to get what u wanted.

Soul
Contradicting but true.

Mars in Libra
To win more money and love, learn to act decisively on big idea. Find ur true ideals. Allow them to direct ur energy and u will find a renewed optimism and enthusiasm. "Fortune favors the bold".
Intense stamina helps u to be goal oriented, adventurous, willful, wayward risk taker. Match ur motivation with preparation. U will get ur opportunities. U r motivated by passion and deep commitment to people and causes.

(Jan 22 - there are some major issues relating to Mars, I suppressed and blocked it out because ofmy control mode. Well, no more.)