RA pain (3)

Dec 21

Father, surprisingly my knee (which was bruised due to fall) is fine this morning. So, was able to do all the asanas. But right elbow is on the painful side and pain during suria namaskara. Mmm, perhaps yday I bruised it when I fell as I could have use the hand to block my fall.

Anyway, another fellow meditator said I look younger. Today, tried my clothes and its bit loose. Back to normal.

They were talking about R yday. They said he is unstable and unreliable in volunteering. And here I tot he was scared of me. Again, took it personally. But I have to say that he is not unstable. He just have deflation mode.

RA is forcing me to move into volunteering. Surprisingly, little resistance. A real big change. Yday, suddenly my main volunteer pull out and that's means I have to take charge of event. Not just presenting.

Deliberate Intent
Ur own resistance is the only factor that keeps u from realising all the wonderful things that u desire.
Illness is about resistance
Confusion is about resistance
Poverty is about resistance
Sadness is about resistance
Car accidents are about resistance.
All things that u consider to be bad exist only because of resistance to ur natural Well-Being.

Soul
Reminder for RA pain and my fall yday.