Lifting veil on authority, which is cause of RA

Jan 3 Aft

Father, feeling bit edgy cos PA selection not going well. But then I remember PA effortless. Called the headhunter and we got another candidate. And the good news is that the selection is correct.

Father, what am I angry about?? Why I still have resistant to follow?

(Jan 24 - Got the PA and she is a good one. So, PA is effortless. Now, the next step is love life is effortless)

Osho
1. The Issue.
The Creator
The mystic creates himself. He works on his own being. He makes himself into a masterpiece. He is so integrated that there is no longer any difference between who he is inside and who he is in the world outside. He offers this gift of understanding and integration to all those who come to him, the gift of creative light that comes from within

Father, when I read this I felt guilty. Part of me always think that I have more to do to prove myself. But of course, I project it to U and says that since U have given me so many blessings, then U wanted me to payback.
Its ok, need not feel guilty. Just be myself.
Father, my anger at U for 'authority', forcing me to grow. Again, its back to that. Let me see.