Love is effortless

Dec 27
Father, feeling sleepy today. Meditation not great but food was great though.

My ego concern about the flea market was over nothing. It spend countless time bothering me about it for a couple of days. And I am glad I stayed neutral. Father, I am slowly but surely realising what a negative person I am.

Key word is willingness and life would be effortless. Willingness will dampen activation of RA.

Love is effortless in my life. If it happen, it is effortless. If it doesn't happen it is also effortless. Either way my status no longer bother me. I willingly accept the situation, whatever it may be.

Last weekend when we were buying present for niece, my younger sis commented that I should pay more as my level of income is higher than her. It strike me, firstly first time time she made this comparison. Secondly, I realised I could have given instead of keeping back. Anyway, I followed her and buy too. And I also gave her the gift. Father, I haven't been generous at all. I have not even given as much as I can afford. Anyway, I am giving now cos I remember I have abundance.

Deliberate Intent
When there is a variation in the momentum of ur desire and the momentum of ur belief. Either ur desire has to slow down or ur belief has to speed up in order for alignment to occur.
By focusing on this process, u can slow the vibrational momentum of ur desire enough so that u can get onboard and then once u r on, u can increase the speed of the vibration.

Soul
For me, I normally slow down my desire.