I am transforming (6)

Dec 29


Soul
Father, this is spring time of my life.

This morning, I woke up feeling bit tired, left hand has bit of pain and asked do I need to do practice. There are 3 people sleeping in my room. This is hard work. Then a tot came, this is my choice and it comes with hard work.

With that, I woke up and start practice. My left hand was in pain and so I couldn't use it for suria. Surprisingly, my upper torso did it n with little pain. So, it was done effortlessly for 6 cycles without using hand to support my torso. On the 7th cycle, I start to use my hand. Everything happens effortlessly.

I had a tot that since I can spend 2 hours daily to watch tv, I can use the time for my website. I tot of my twitter, wanted to twit "when u r willing, life is effortless". Then a tot came, this is Sadhguru. A counter tot came, it not Sadhguru, lots of people talked about it. I m sharing becos it is my truth.

Osho
Our whole education system is geared to repetition. If a child can repeat better than others, then he is thought to be more intelligent. Infact, he only has a better memory, not better intelligence. It almost always happens that the man with a very good memory may not have very good intelligence and vice versa. Albert Einstein didn't have a very good memory. Newton, Edison, and so many more great inventors were really very forgetful of things.

Soul
Since childhood, I tot I was not smart. I am generally absent minded, losing things, forgetting to pack school books. My brother and sis have photographic memory. In college, I scored better than others when the question requires thinking mode and not repetition. Years later, I decided that our brain wave operates differently. I may not have quick answer but I have deep answer. And now its finally confirming I m intelligent.

(21 Jan - such irony that I was seeking for smart partner to keep me safe, to protect me. And it was so difficult to find smarter guy than me. Those who are mentally smart..are bit unbalanced emotionally or physically and hence no go for me. Alas, I need not seek intelligence anymore, I already have it and I can keep myself safe.)

Osho
The mind has not to be thrown out, the mind has to be put in its place. It is a beautiful servant but a very ugly master. Take the reins in ur hands, be the master and the first act, the first step is to become detached from the mind. See that it is not u, create the distance; the greater the distance, the greater the ability to switch if off.

Mind is a blessing with meditation, otherwise it is a curse. Add meditation to ur being and the curse disappears, and the curse itself becomes the blessing; it is a blessing in disguise.

Soul
That's why I persevere eventhough many times I wanted to reduce practices.