Anger is coming out / Happy problem (2)

Jan 11 Evenin

Today, boss shared about GM's resignation. GM said that I leaked out confidential sharing and spoilt her rship with boss. Not true in termsof confidential information, but I have lifted the veil of illusion from my boss's eyes and she can now see her . But surprisingly

Father, IE has ended. I like the teacher, D.
I shared with her about shambavi's ending. I never did the last step of watching breathe. She laughed and I said yeap, I make all the mistakes that can be made, so am qualified to correct.

I told them that I don't like to volunteer and I came for the energy. But this time, I will take a few participants under me and will get them to be committed as me. D said that is my volunteering.

On Z, I saw that the gang are pitching him to the other gals. Do feel a twinge, but m fine. With or without, m fine.

Then later, during dinner, again another pitch, this time I just walked away, say goodbye to all except him. Don't want anymore drama. First tot, they exclude me cos am older. Second tot, becos m of different race. Nevermind. But he does look out for me.

I know m attracted to him. The other thing is he also liked food like me, and able to determine above average level. But no more drama, no more mental compulsion. Love comes to me, need not chase for it.

On M. After yday episode, anger is gone. Infact today, I cooperated with him. I had a tot that perhaps he was disturbed during his own IE and hence wanted to ensure the right atmosphere. And I was right. In the end, he apologised for hurting people's feeling during his course to ensure perfect setting. He also admitted that he was disturbed during his IE and hence has gone overboard to ensure silence. Actually, presumably, L and me, both crying and laughing respectively.