Giving away self - giving away ur personality

Dec 8 Aft
Father, as we know when set back occurs, we could reinforce our work or turn back to the past.
Rejection is something that we Power cards don't take well. We would attack full force. That's what happen to CEO.

I am feeling bit off, slight overwhelm cos both my 2 Asst are not around, coupled with loss of PA.

Evening
Diamond Heart
To be constantly sacrificed to the truth is the meaning of carrying your cross daily. Daily, it is sacrifice: It is given away. It is given away to the truth, to the way of truth.

If ur work is self-seeking, if it is for the benefit of what u consider to be yourself, it won't work. The process of the Work is a way of giving away the self, surrendering the self, giving up the self; and sacrificing it to the truth.
This is not a moral idea. Its not that if u do the Work for urself, u r bad and God will punish u. Its because if u want to follow the path of truth, how can u do something for the self, when the self is not ultimately something real? Its a contradiction. It just doesn't work that way.

If u live your life for the self, u will just the self and the life of the self. But u will not get a life of truth.

Soul
Some message here. Not sure yet, but definitely something here.

(Jan 7 - I think it relates to dropping my personal beliefs, my drama..dropping everything, until i lose my personality.)