Life is effortless

Dec 27 Aft

Osho
1. The Issue
Beyond Illusion
The space between the two eyes has opened revealing the lotus of spiritual unfoldment and the rising sun of awareness. Through the rising of the inner sun, meditation is born. The card reminds us not to look outside for what is real, but to look within.
When we focus on externals, we too often get caught up in judgements - this is good, this bad. These judgement keeps us trapped in our illusions, our old habits and patterns. Drop ur opinionated mind

Soul
Father, 2 things come to mind. One is the volunteering and the other is the PA issue. All the PAs no show. So, m glad I got the other PAs on standby. If this were to happen previously, I be flustered. Now, I just do what I can and was calm.

2. Internal influence u r unable to see.
Participation
Make participation ur lifestyle and the whole existence becomes such a joy, such an ecstasy. You could not have dreamed of a better universe.

Soul
Exactly same msg as Sadhguru's involvement. And it arises becos there is no resistance, just willingness. And meditation has dismantle my personality.
So, am on the right track. This is spring time of my life.

3. External influence of which u r aware
Integration.
The conflict is in man. Unless it is resolved there, it cannot be resolved anywhere else. The politics is within you.

Soul
Exactly, meditation disentangle and integrate me, I have become whole. The fights is minimal now.

4. What is needed for resolution
No-thingness.
Nothingness to nothingness is the whole journey. So, why, in the middle, u become so worried, so anxious, so ambitious - why create such despair.

Being "in the gap" can be disorienting and even scary. Nothing to hold on to, no sense of direction. But it was just this state of pure potential that existed before the universe was created.
All u can do now is to relax into this no-thingness...fall into this silence between the words ... watch this gap between the outgoing and incoming breathe. And treasure each empty moment of the experience. Something sacred is about to be born.

Soul
Last couple of days, when I brushed off the ego's worry on flea market, I was bit worried if I was too arrogant. And afraid I be punished for being overconfident. Not sure if new self is ok.
So, m glad the message is to tell me to relax.

5. Resolution
Conditioning
Unless u drop ur personality, u will not be able to find ur individuality.

Soul
Yeap, I started the journey to find my True Self. Actually, I admit I m unable to let go of myself. I did internally and now the external is showing up. Let the process of transformation goes on its own. For me, my task is just to meditate. The rest will happen on its own time.