I am transforming (8)

Jan 13
Father, I slept after meditation. Also, today there were tots of Z. Anyway, all is compulsion. My love life is effortless, with or without.

Sadhguru
Brahmacharya
Brahmans means the divine
Charya means the path

Every human being is in search of joy, knowingly or unknowingly. Because u could not find joy, u settled for pleasure. Pleasure is just a shadow of joy - beautiful but very limited.
If u r a pleasure seeker, and something that gives u pleasure is taken away from u, u r broken. That means ur existence is one of huge bondage. U can gold-plate ur pleasant limitations, but u cannot break them.

Brahmacharya - the path of divine - means that u r joyful by ur own nature. It means that ur joy is on self-start, no longer on push-start. And anyway, if the source of happiness is within u, searching for it outside is quite stupid.

Brahmacharis are people who have decided that they don't want to extract joy from anything or anyone; they want to source their own inner joy. It means they want to be ecstatic by their own nature.

Soul
Amen. I have found my inner joy...its on self-start. But now I have to face my karmic relationship issue to ensure its strong.


Sadhguru
If a spiritual practice is part of ur life, it doesn't work. If it has become u, it is still not enough. It has to become more than u, more than ur life. That's what brahmacharya is about.

Soul
Me, first part.
What makes me trust Sadhguru is the fact that he is a man who values his freedom. That makes me confident that he never do anything to compromise mine.


Soul
Agree.
Father, teacher rejected the idea of white sathsang and says that we look like a cult. Anyway, surprisingly, I was fine. My tot were, its a suggestion. Not accepted is also fine.
Father, I prefer D vs T. Of course Th is the best.
Father, something has changed in me.

(Jan 30 - I no longer take 'rejection' of my ideas personally. It is their call. I have the right to suggest and they have the authority to reject.)