Fear of frontal rejection

Jan 5

Father, I realised why I don't want to promote it to friends. Its because of rejection again. When I promote it to strangers, I don't take their rejection personally. Anyway, I have issued 3 invites to friends and all rejected. But this time I am fine. As for office colleagues, I don't want to becos I don't want to jeopardise my corporate image.
Its the same for public speaking and personal counseling. That's why I would choose public speaking vs personal counseling as the rejection is less personal.
Father, why do I take their refusal personally? Logically, its their own fear that prevents them for opening up and accepting tools for growth. I guess I took it that they don't accept me when they don't accept my recommendation.

That's also the reason I can't give the flyer during the reunion party.

Father, this rejection is being taken personally is much bigger issue then I tot of. And it is critical that I dealt with it. I know I had the insight of the 80% fixed loss and 20% extrapolating wins, and it help me to act and ease of fear of failure. But it is less easy to apply on personal rejection.

Father, some answers please. Now I know I have to deal with this issue with friends before I deal with partner.

Father, this morning I woke up fine. Did my practice and I tot this is hard work. But I have my dreams, so got to do. Who knows, payback time. I also emphatise why others couldn't do because they are already doing other things outside them. Whereas I am doing work inside me. I recalled my Creator card - he works on himself, his own being.

Suria was effortless, I find shakti and shambavi not great, but I reach contentment at the end.

Internal influence
The Fool
A fool is one who goes on trusting; a fool is one who goes on trusting against all his experience.
Moment to moment, and with every step, the Fool leaves the past behind. He carries nothing more than his purity, innocence and trust.
Your actions may appear foolish to others and even to urself. The zero number occupied by the Fool is the numberless number where trust and innocence are the guides, not skepticism and past experience.

Soul
I send invites to another 2 known friends. One has rejected many times and the other one totally knew. Just spread it. I need to work on not taking rejection personally. I sent out to others who has rejected the invites, and whom I think won't attend. Anyway as long as I think it will help them, I will share and if they r not open, I will not take it personally.

Father, promoting Isha let me overcome my issue of taking rejection personally.

Nine of Spade
There will be death in ur life of some kind. We go through many mini-deaths in the course of our lifetime and just like snake shedding its skin, to arrive at a new and better place each time we do so.
It cleared away all the unwanted and useless debris in our life and put us back on a new course where we r much more enlivened and satisfied.

Soul
I am now willing to share my insights or Isha. I no longer take rejection personally. And it is not a failure.

The fool
In the beginning, it is going to be very difficult. The world will start taking advantage of u ... let them. They r poor fellows. Even if u r cheated, deceived and robbed, let it happen, because that which is really yours cannot be robbed from u, that which is really yours nobody can steal from u.

And each time u don't allow situations to corrupt u, that opportunity will become an integration inside. Ur soul will become more crystalised.

Soul
Amen