A possible start or is it my mental compulsion (3)

Dec 14
Osho Transformation
1. Issues affecting u
Dropping knowledge
Truth is ur own experience, ur own vision. Even if I have seen a truth and I tell u, it will become a lie for u, not a truth. It will be a borrowed thing, a belief, a knowledge, at the most intellectual - not knowing.
Truth has to enter through the front door, through the eyes. Truth is a vision. One has to see it.
Soul
Tot of my writing. Almost all is from my own vision. And when I write, it just flowed out. Such a release. Mmm, after I wrote the article on loud husband and silent friend, my mind stop running about the show.
Suddenly tot, yeap, that's it. My role is to show people truth has to be ur own personal vision.

2. External influence that u r aware of.
Devotion
Devotion is a way of merging and melting into existence. U dances in the waves of the ocean.
Devotion is the death of the personality.
A woman full of heart looks at existence as a beloved. And existence is one.

Soul
Tot of my vision "Be Here", whenever I just be, jus relax and let go, I can connect with

Existence.
3. Seed of transformation (Inner Influences that u r not aware)
Failure
Drop the choice and u r free everywhere - freedom can be only in choicelessness.
You are just a wave in the ocean. If the wave in the ocean start thinking itself as an individual - then there will be trouble. The wave in the ocean never thinks of itself as separate, so wherever the ocean is taking her, she is willingly, joyously dancingly moving in that direction.
Things happen when they are needed to happen; things are bound to happen when they are needed to happen. All goes well - just trust.
Failure is equal to you-minus-God. Success is equal to you-plus-God.

Soul
Tot of me and my writing and partner issue. Just go with the flow.

(Jan 15 - Love life is effortless; Writing is effortless)

4. New levels of understanding available to u.
That Which Never Dies.
Remember, each moment, what u r accumulating - is it going to be taken away by death? Then it is not worth bothering about.
If it is not going to be taken away by death, then even life can be sacrificed for it - becos one day or another life is going to disappear. Before life disappears, use the opportunity to find out that which never dies.

Soul
This could be telling me not to stress out over matters as everything will come to past.

5. Key to integration
Greed - a parable of ambition and hurry
Whenever people become very greedy, they become very hurried, and go on finding more ways to gain. They are continuously on the run becos they think life is running out.
So drop greed, don't be bothered about the result. Sometimes it happens that because of ur impatience, u miss many things.