Facing my karma in relationship (8)

Jan 20 Eve

Father, yea. I am still waiting for Z. Some compulsive tot is running. Just now told mom that I invite my friends of different race, can see she was not thrill about it.

Anyway, I am fine.


Seven of Hearts (52 days card began on 01/28/2011 and will end on 03/20/2011)

If we can allow others to be who they are and not place so many demands upon them, we not only become more aware of their true personalities, but also we allow ourselves the freedom to be just who we are and experience just how it feels to be free of fear and attachment. Many high spiritual experiences have occurred while a seven was present.

Jealousy, fearful attachment, and betrayal could be the cause of considerable emotional trauma. U r being challenged now to practice non-attachment in ur closest relationships and to overcome ur fears of abandonment. U may feel as though u r being forced to make a sacrifice now, but if u apply ur wisdom to the current situation, u could learn the value of real love.
This will be offsets by 4, 8 or 10s

Soul
First tot is I should not dwell on negatives since my mantra is Effortless love. Second tot is that I am now strong and happy to be able to face the challenge.


Four of Hearts in Saturn (Second card)
This is a sign of protection in love, marriage and family. It represents one's marriage and the foundation of love upon which a family and life can be built.

Result
Four of Hearts in Saturn
This period could see u recovering from illness.
This is a good card that can bring good results, though it will take some effort.
If u r prepared to work hard during this period and keep ur relationship and family goals forefront in ur mind, this card could indicate a favourable outcome to whatever situations arise.

Planetary Ruling Card - 52 days in Saturn
Four of Club
This is the card of mental satisfaction and stability.
This is a card for overcoming illness and unfavourable influences.
You have great power in positive thinking now, power of the mind that can be used constructively in many ways. Use this power to heal urself or to remove obstacles from ur path. Any skepticism u display now is not in harmony with ur inner beliefs. This card guarantee that u will have successful outcome and will overcome difficulties.

Result
Ace of Spade
The card of death, change and transformation.
It can come up when we are preparing to launch a new occupation.
This is a good influence for healer. This car can bring a recovery from illness.

Soul
Looks like I am on track. I can finally overturn my belief that love is difficult to love is effortless.
And the card says that I can meet it.
It could also be a card that of my new occupation as a Healing Writer.

I think what will happen is that on the surface of doing, I will be focus on my new occupation as a Healing Writer. Behind the scene, like right now, I would have tots of relationship, like now.
Anyway, I am set.