Natal Chart

Dec 10

Saturn in Aries
Probably as a result of ur father complexes, u can be impatient, frustrated and annoyed when u don't get what u want when u want it, which is to say often. U don't like to wait.
You are willful and want to rule over other. You need to pay ur dues and deal with issues of cruelty, power and insensitivity.
First, u must gain mastery of ur self, then u can realistically think about becoming an inventive, take charge leader. Once u have learned to successfully deal with ur anger and aggressiveness, u will acquire the necessary faith in urself to do ur thing.

Soul
I wonder if that the reason why I continuously have arrogant, dominating and cruel boss. Started from G, a mild case that didn't affect me, then proceed to A, a strong case that affected me and broke me down, cause me to resign without a job. Then M, a boss from hell, who overworked me, causing me to have RA. And now, a CEO, a classic bitch, who affected me the most, and I got into meditation and the rship turnaround in 1 year and has grown stronger and I can even feel love for her. Amazing! And now I am into 4 days work and doing my blog and ebook. My ebook is to spread Insights to light up people minds.
Perhaps, this has all been planned for me to go thru the whole process. Coincidentally, my dream is to have self-mastery. So, things are falling in place.

(Jan 16 - Father, now I am able to express my anger from within. Looks like I am not as cool as I tot. There is hidden anger and it is coming out. Firstly with P, then C and then M.)

Saturn Square Sun
You have most assuredly learned from the school of hard knocks, now u can learn from the school of gentle caressed You can gain more power and a big payoff by understanding that negative conditions are neither permanent nor pervasive.

Soul
For years, I tot I am meant to suffer and have to prove myself by overcoming challenges after challenges. When things happen, I would automatically tot its due to me. Alas, I finally disidentified myself and no longer take things personally, eg losing clientele and etc.
Coincidentally, this message is the same as 7thunder, Seven of Club in Saturn - to overcome my negativity in thinking.

Chiron in Pisces - compassionate mentoring
To become spiritual, u need to become more of a maverick. Imagine u r Yoda, the Jedi Knight or Helen Keller mentoring the bling, then give some sagacious tot to how u can best help those who can not help themselves. Do it reverentially. Find a public form to share ur inner teachings and self knowledge.

Soul
Already have my blog and now finalising website

Uranus in Virgo
Part of ur diet are unsettling. It is important that u free urself from unhealthy and restricting habits. Renew ur interest in organic food and nutrients and supplements.

Soul
Still not prepared to do so.

Uranus Conjunct Pluto
Liberation unites with cleansing powerful experiments.
Its possible that u may push the limits until u break through (What?) ... You were born to experience social change. It is possible that if u consciously probe the deepest parts of ur unconscious mind, and process ur stuff, progressive historical forces will prevail. Sometimes u may face anthropological and sociological disruptions in ur personal and professional life.

Soul
Exactly what I m doing.
I miss this the last time. But this seem to reflect what I am doing now - spreading some light into people minds.

Neptune sextile Pluto
Fantasy cooperates with cleansing inspires lucky transformations.
Somewhat consciously and somewhat unconsciously, u will be influenced by and personally able to utilise supernatural forces. We are talking seeking truth and self mastery. Put an end to the insignificant side of ur life. Develop a mystical comprehension of destiny.
Tip - learn reverse paranoia. Imagine that everyone is out to help u and make ur life better. Loosen opprression.

Soul
Another msg.

Neptune
To fulfill ur destiny, u need to develop ur psychic and intuitive skills. U also need to learn to see urself and other people and situations as they are, not as u really wish them to be.

Soul
Something there, but not sure.

Pluto in Virgo
Cleansing muses with encouragement. U have a talent for transforming urself and society. It is probably a good idea for u to further ur own stealth. Also, learn to relate to people in a big way. U can do something distinguished and prominent for the great masses of people. U can help the disadvantaged.

Soul
Another message.

(Jan 16 - I want to learn on public speaking. The course will come to me.)