Transformation is not easy

Dec 13 Eve
Father, CEO said she was worried about me and wonder if I am alright. I agreed I was bit frazzled cos too much things to handle in the morning. But nothing to worry about and I recovered myself once I did shoonya. She on the other hand, looks bad. She mention about becoming a Chairman after retirement.

Osho
Your soul is part of existence. Your self is a social institution. And the distinction is unbridgeable.

If u want to seek and know who u really are, u will have to go through a radical change of destroying ur own self.

If u don't destroy the self and by some accident u come to discover the soul, u will not be one. U will be split, in constant tension.

The journey is not long, but certainly very arduous. The self is very complex and it goes on accumulating more money, more power, more respectability - its ambition is unfulfillable.

U go on creating more and more layers of self. This is the misery of man, the basic misery. Man does not know who he is, yet he goes on believing that he is this, he is that. Ur job is just ur function.