RA pain (2)

Dec 20 Aft

Father, u says the pain is not to make me sad, but to make me aware. These two days, RA pain increases. I had a tot this morning if the pain has something to do with me being fixed.

Apart from food, I am fixed about my work or rather my deliverables. I only do what I perceived as high value. Of cos, I now know its becos am not comfortable or don't like those tasks that I deflate them.

Now I have to actively call to book the stall and even arrange for the K's meet up. I become frontal rather than overview strategist, ie ideas generator.

Now I know what's is meant by personal mind and Universe mind.

Evenin
Fell down, push forward. Guess
another message for me to move.

Osho
Intelligence simply means the ability to respond, because life is a flux. You have to be aware and to see what is demanded of u, what is the challenge of the situation. The intelligence person behaves according to the situation and the stupid behaves according to ready-made answers.

Soul
Tot of me. I have been responding based on my past. Its time for me to be present. Otherwise, RA continue.

Osho
Whether those answers come from Buddha, Christ or Krishna, he always carries scriptures around himself. He is afraid to depend on himself. The intelligent person depends on his own insight. He trusts his own being. He loves and respects himself. The unintelligent person respect others.

Soul
Father, I can say am intelligent but still deluded by Deflation mode. Well, RA force me to break my mode. Now, I know what it meant by adventure, spontaneity.

Osho
Life is a beautiful journey if it is a process of constant learning, exploration. Then it is excitement every moment, because every moment u r opening a new door, u r coming in contact with a new mystery.

Disciple - means one who learns
Discipline - means the process of learning.
Now discipline means obedience instead.