Dec 30 Eve
Father, D, an acquaintance I knew many years ago reply back my sms. I now recalled that I was envious of her and her British beau. She is now in UK and I am happy for her.
Just now saw the papers on actress R re-marrying and I like the husband, looks mature and intelligent and handsome. Feeling of envious came in. I then stopped and said m happy for her as she got 2nd chance.
I used to project my bad feeling on them and used Deflation mode. Father, at least I now acknowledge my feeling of envious.
Envious is feeling of lack in me. Actually why am I taking it personally. Why does their happiness reflect on my lack of happiness. Why take it personally? Why does they have, means automatically is becos I cannot have.
I have been on a feeling of lack.
Queen of Diamond Life Path
Three of Club in Venus
Something that I am attracted to - Writers card. Writing either personally or professionally. Express urself to all u meet and u will reap positive rewards.
Result of Three of Club is King of Heart.
Success in dealing with our emotion, success with the public or in any of the artistic field.
Nine of Heart in Jupiter
If u r involved in spiritual work or helping/teaching others in some way, this card is an indicator of great success and could bring huge financial rewards as well. This is the card of the counselor and the giver of love. Any activities along these lines could be highly rewarding, both financially and to ur inner self as well.
Result - Three of Heart
Self expression - talking more, expressing our feelings and meeting new people. An overabundance of charm and magnetism.
Soul - happy problem.
Ace of Diamond
Queen of Spade in Pluto
I develop my capacity to transform my life by changing my beliefs, tots, ideas and concept ot the world. I become the master of my self.
Soul
No wonder so much hard work. But my love for writing keeps me on.
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