Deflation mode prevents me from transforming

Nov 28

Father, watched the korean drama today. Finally the divorced woman smarten up and realised how the husband has helped to make her feel small and useless. She now can walk past him with pride.

Diamond Heart
If u r beyond the personal mind with its preferences, and if u r oriented by the Universal Mind, there is the sense of beauty and harmony. Everything is bright and beautiful. Nothing is ugly. U have to be in the personal mind to differentiate the beautiful from the ugly, and usually what is seen as beautiful is what takes us closer to the Universal Mind.

As we become more in touch with Essence, our values change. The more we experience the realm of Essence and integrate it, the more the personal mind is corrected through being influenced about how reality is and how it actually functions. This process is what I call the clarification and development of the soul. The soul is then governed not by the personal mind, but according to universe mind. We begin to live our lives according to the truth of Essence and the truth we experience in the Work, not according to what we learned from our conditioned existence. The more we see the Universe and allow it to function or allow ourselves to see that it operates, the more we experience a sense of harmony, beauty, love and all the essential quality.

Soul
Amen.

(Dec 20 - suddenly realised that my Deflation mode has kept me under the personal mind. No wonder, no outward differences. Today, I am actively volunteering to do task instead of just become an idea generator. Now I knew, we are all 'same' among the volunteers)


Diamond Heart
The Universal mind has both death and life in it; it does not say that one is better than the other. One simply come after the other.
To accept reality is to accept the operation of the Universal mind, to accept what happens.
Freedom means, that the soul is less influenced by the personal mind and more in harmony with the Universal mind. We are increasingly perceiving universal concepts rather than our constructed concepts and our reactions to them. So what actually exists becomes important.