Bliss vs Suffering

May 4 Aft

Father, yea. No wonder I felt stressed out. I told A that my new role is very different from all my former roles.

I received mail from C and I told her that I will be 'stranger' for awhile and she should take up the lead role. She replied and put P on the mail and asked me to "come back". I didn't reply. On the matter of permits, I stepped it because they were going off quadrants.

Instead of suppressing ur wants, grow ur creativity instead. Father, my forte is people, I am able to see through people. I am able to see the light.

Situations are either challenges or opportunities. - its how we see it. I am thankful for Z. I had an issue with using money as security and he helped to cure it.

The Inner Journey
The more we know about the inner, the more we can enter the inner, the more we become acquainted with the inner, the more our life-energies will develop and our soul will crystallise.

U should not suppress any of ur energies; u should know them, look into them and see them. Watch all ur negative energies, bring an awareness to them, they all disappears.

So, watching will have 2 results, 1. Knowledge of ur own energies will develop and knowing them makes u the master;

2. The strength of the grip which these energies have on u will decrease.

Soul
Yea, my awareness that I can't bear to feel valueless, not important and etc.
I was focusing on not losing the valueness and hence can't grow. I am now realising being valued by others and being happy is different.

The Inner Journey
The proof that something is wrong is that the more u move, the more u become empty; the more u move, the more u become sad; the more u move, the more u become restless; the more u move, the more u r feel with darkness.
If this is the situation, then certainly u r moving wrongly.

Bliss is the only criterion for life. If ur life is not blissful, then know that u r moving wrongly.

Suffering is the criterion of being wrong and bliss is the criterion of being right - there is no other criteria.

There is no need to read any scriptures nor is there any need to ask a guru. All that is needed is to see if u r becoming more and more blissful, if u r bliss is going deeper and deeper. If it is, u r moving rightly.

And if suffering, pain and anguish are growing, then u r moving wrongly. There is no question of believing somebody else; it is a question of looking into ur own life everyday and seeing whether u r becoming more sad or more blissful. If u ask urself, there will be no difficulty.