Dilemma in leaving Isha

Mar 28

Father, I cannot leave them. Yesterday call was unexpected and I need to stay in order to pull it through. I didn't realise the extent of lies that we are in. I guess the way she blocked M is the same way she blocked those meditators in Pg. With M, we always defend and put him at forefront. So, she can't do as much damage as she wants to.

Father, I just want to focus on my well-being. But P and C is important to me and I can't leave them. Now I know of Pg issue and also Ma's cry for help.

Freedom by Osho
Live life in all its agony and all its ecstasy - both are yours. And always remember, ecstasy cannot live without agony, life cannot exist without death, and joy cannot exist without sadness.
That's how things are - nothing can be done about it. That's the very nature, the very Tao of things.

Accept the responsibility of being yourself as u r, with all that is good and with all that is bad, with all that is beautiful and that which is not beautiful. In that acceptance, a transcendence happens and one becomes free.

Soul
So true.

Freedom
Freedom does not mean chaos. U will have to follow rules. Freedom means more responsibility, so much responsibility that nobody interfere in ur life. Then u can be left alone, that the government and police need not interfere with u, that the law has nothing to do with u - u r simply outside of their world.

U always do right. U r beyond the grip of the so-called powerful interests.

Soul
A good reminder. In order to get us freed, we have to do the responsible thing. When we does that, we may be freed to run on our own.


Seven of Clubs
U will be exposed to spiritual knowledge, which is knowledge that leads one back to the self, or u will be challenged to let go of mental attitudes and beliefs that are keeping u trapped on lower levels of tots.
The lowest level is negative thinking. The highest level is mental and spiritual revelation, expanded consciousness. How it manifests for u will depend on ur ability to elevate ur thinking.

Soul
I can't leave. I will go with the flow. Main thing is to go back on my sense of well-being.

I can see both P and C is happy and energised.