Breaking away from Isha

Mar 23 Eve
Father, I had a lovely time in the cafe. It was short but I felt good and I can go to work 2nd half with ease.

Both C and P has replied to teacher individually, bowing down to her. For me, that was the last straw. At first, I felt a sense of betrayal as we agreed to stand together. I immediately cut the final straw of the costing worksheet to N and also informed teacher that C should be doing April sathsang. I want nothing of them. I felt at ease. Mmm, suddenly a tot occur. Since C and P now can stand alone, all the more I can pull out. So, thanks to teacher I can finally pulled out.

As I was leaving, I saw the reply mail from T. It doesn't even make me ponder my decision. I will check it out next Monday. I will tell him that no worries as the other two core member has decided to bow down to teacher and continued their work. They started communicating with teacher about half year ago. We know that if we don't kow tow to teacher, things cannot get approval.

For me, I have decided to pull out. I am happy that he remembers me. My only expectation is that someone in the Ashram knows about teacher's behaviour and in future, they can file the complaint together.