Settling down in new company

Apr 19 Aft

Father, just did shoonya. Now that my mind doesn't fluctuate, I feel better.
On Z, didn't get a reply from him on our date and I saw his Five of Hearts. I tot he is pondering that we go deeper and open up our rship to our families, just like my dream this morning.
I like this, for the first time, I had a positive tot instead of negative one. I have come very far.
As for my Volkswagon, I tot the Polo sports was too small and now they have the sedan version, so may be my call.

On new company's operation, I am now on-board. I think my thank u note to N opens her up. And my conversation with her just now on "how she knows her team's performance", further got me in her books.
And I had a chat with Ad on her resignation which I spoke to E and he concur that Ad should be given authority to hire and fire and she should sort it out with J. At first I told E I don't want to get involved but E wanted me to do so. It was funny, coincidentally Ad called me for my room. E said I spoke to Ad just now and now Ad become my friend. He can see my potential.

The Inner Journey
The second thing about food is that the state of ur mind when u eat is much more important than what u eat. Food will affect u differently if u eat joyfully, happily or if u eat when u r filled with sadness and worry.
The more happily and joyously and the more relaxed and without worry a person can be when eating, the more his food will start becoming the right food.

On the soul level, there should be a feeling of gratefulness, of thankfulness

Soul
No wonder, I am fine despite not eating healthily. I am always in a happy state whenever I am eating. I ate with contentment.