Slowly accepting new company

Apr 3

Father, I woke up at 4 am. I slept around 11.45 pm yesterday. I did my practices and it was fine. These days, the birds crows much earlier before 6.30 am.

Freedom by Osho
Never repress anything. Repression is the greatest calamity that has happened to man. Whenever there is a situation and u can be disturbed, u hold urself back. U control urself.

Freedom is just in between, where there is no control and there is no license. Freedom has its own discipline, but it is not enforced by any authority. It comes out of ur awareness, out of authenticity.

Soul
Msg Pa on him being a lead singer. He said he tried and with Sadhguru's grace, he sounded good.
I cannot ascribe everything I have to Sadhguru. He gave me the tool and I am grateful. But it was my perseverance of waking up at 4 am on weekday to do my practices that creates the results.

As I was driving, I looked at the flowers and grass on the road side. They were so beautiful and I am thankful. It is by God's grace that I am given the 'high definition' eye sight. Last Saturday, the praying at the cemetery was great as the hills with grass and trees looks awesome.

Father, I may be feeling overwhelmed but this time I have E. I know that I can reach out to him if I know I can't do it. I am now able to voice what I can and cannot do.
This time I am open to do reporting.
This time I am open to having very late lunch.
SL maybe joining me. I already know WP is good. So, I am fine. Just need to slough out for April and May.