Surrender of big ego leads to transformation

Mar 29

Father, I am tired from work. Has been quite intensive for past few days. Did suria today and then breathing, shakti and shambavi. Breathing was not so good. Then I ended up dozing off about half an hour.

Been thinking of M's plan to stay in ashram. Leaving all. 2 years ago it was unsuccessful and I tot it is not time. Now she is going back or perhaps she has never left.

Freedom by Osho
Truth is realised through three states;
assimilation - larva (camel)
independence - caterpillar (lion)
creativity - butterfly (child)

When the fear of the camel is completely gone, the roaring of the lion stops. Then the song of the child is born.

Unless u become a child - the third stage is attained - unless u become a butterfly, u will not be able to know joy. Joy is not something given outside; it is a vision that grows inside u. It is possible only in the third stage.

The Eastern mind surrenders, remains the camel. If the Western mind surrenders, there is a possibility for the "child" to be born. When the lion surrenders, he becomes the child. When a camel surrenders, he remains a camel.

Each individual has to come to a very crystallised ego; only then is the dropping of ego is of any help; otherwise not.

1. Camel - unconscious
2. Lion - subsconscious
3. Child - conscious

From the lion to the child, it is revolution. A Master is needed at that stage. Society can make u a camel, u urself can make urself a lion, but u will need a Master , u will need a butterfly who has wings.

(May 6 - Sadhguru helps to make that bridge)