Saturday, May 5, 2012

Prioritising my Top 5 and Isha is not in my Top 5

Mar 18

P was having bit of turmoil over the episode with teacher on purchase of Isha items. I asked her to chill it and not worried about it. To me, it doesn't matter anymore. We are just volunteering and need not have any turmoil. We won't die and teacher can't kill us as she needs us more than we need her.

For the first time, I also decided that I start with my personal writing instead of Isha work.

There was some drama about purchase of books. This time I was able to laugh off at her reprimand. Also, I Instead of seeing N as 'culprit', I see teacher as trying to divide and conquer.
I have text N and said that we really didn't know about checking stocks. We are not ignoring him.

For teacher, instead of owning up to her insecurity she uses the excuse of Isha and of us not collaborating. This could insinuate N and I won't allow it.

Somehow, my eyes is cleared now. Who knows. Perhaps instead of using N, its her lacking leadership and cause the commotion in P, just like what she does now. Suddenly I am having another perspective.
I have replied teacher calmly.

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