Food and Isha has lost its hold on me

Apr 2 Aft

Father, just finished a 3 hour concall. Lunch now at 3 pm. I told P that I have changed. In the old days, I would be feeling upset but now nothing.

I also prioritise new company. E really needs help.

A called me and I told him I can't talk. But I sms him to manage himself. P called for meeting and I said nope as I m tired.

Today, instead of resisting, I let go. As a result I was able to work with Ze. She really needs help. I have now decided to focus on new company.

I m also pleasantly surprised that my beloved Isha teacher asked for FB. I miss M lah. I wish he was here to settle the Isha things.

1. The Issue
Understanding
Stop clinging to the cage, move out of the cage and the whole sky is urs. Open ur wings and fly across the sun like an eagle.

In the inner sky, in the inner world, freedom is the highest value, everything else is secondary, even blissfulness.

The dawn of a new understanding - that the cage has always been open and the sky always there for us to explore - can make us feel a little shaky at first. Its fine and natural to be shaky, but don't let it overshadow the opportunity to experience the lightheartedness and adventure on offer, right along with the shakiness

Soul
Exactly. I have to leave Isha cos its triggering my freedom. The blissfulness is not worth the price. Or rather, I can have my blissfulness without being lead in Isha.

I am now focusing on new company.

2. Internal influence that u r unable to see
Existence
U r not accidental. Existence needs u. Once u r clean and clear, u can see tremendous love falling on u from all dimensions.

Home is not a physical place outside the world, but an inner quality of relaxation and acceptance.
Just take a break.

Soul
That's what I tot. New company needs me. I am here for a reason. Its time I let go of Isha.

3. External influence of which u r aware
Past lives
This is a wake up call, the events in ur life are trying to show u a pattern as ancient as the journey of ur own soul.

4. What is needed for resolution?
Ice-olation
Either u r in existence or u can be in the self - both are not possible together.
It is ok to cry.

5. The Understanding
The Fool
A fool is one who goes on trusting; a fool is one who goes on trusting against all his experience.

Soul
What I know is there is no mistake. I just need to find my way out. Amen.