Settling down with my ending with Isha

Apr 15

Father, it was such a lovely time having my morning walk in the park. I love it. I am aware of the trees, grass and the moss growing from the recent rain. I am glad the dry trunks have some moss to protect them from the hot sun.

I have not been walking for 2 weeks. And yet, the walk was steady, quite effortless. I like my new shoes, so light.

Then I had breakfast with my mom.

Now in cafe, did my article on dilemma about cutting out my rship with Isha, a 6 pager one. I wanted to do the article, to close the chapter.

I just did a review of Isha 2nd Newsletter. To my surprise, I did not have the loving experience I did the first round. This means I cannot even do the Newsletter, it is really time for me to go. Staying on is not good for me nor Isha.
Amen.

Z and I chatted a bit. He tot of asking me to join him shopping. But when he know I am in cafe, doing my writing. He said its fine. Father, I love him.