Graduated to 2nd lane in the public pool

May 5

Father, I had a great time at the pool. I am now swimming comfortably on 2nd lane. Instead of feeling fearful, I felt freedom.

The 2nd lane has not changed, its me who has changed. Again, its up to ur lens, whether it become a challenge or an opportunity.

Tot of my work at Isha; I grow sadder day by day but still I was not sure if leaving was the right thing. I tot it was my ego and I hold on. My path is always towards happiness. Reading Osho helps me.

The Inner Journey by Osho
The proof that something is wrong is that the more u move, the more u become empty; the more u move, the more u become sad; the more u move, the more u become restless; the more u move, the more u r feel with darkness.
If this is the situation, then certainly u r moving wrongly.

Soul
This certainly prove it. And all the while my main reason for quitting Isha is due to unhappiness. And when I can't quit, I become resentful.

I never expect my Uranus's Nine of Heart was the ending of my work at Isha.

Destiny - Displacement
Nine of Diamonds (Ruling Pluto is Nine of Diamonds too)
This is an important 'graduation' year for u in terms of ur values or job. If u r unaware that u have reached the end of cycle and must move on, u could experience financial losses of many kinds, loss of ur job or disappointments related to losing things that u value in some way.
Something important in ur value system has reached the end of its usefulness for u.
Value - line of work, something u collect or own or simply ur entire way of looking at life and the things that are important to u.
Its up to u as to whether this becomes a tragedy or a cause for celebration as u graduate from this level to next. How u handle this ending will determine ur happiness this year.

Soul
While I knew my work in Isha was making me unhappy but I was also reluctant to take the break. It was a difficult ending, so much dilemma. Alas, seeing Sl's dilemmma helps me.

Displacement in Nine of Diamonds
This year is the preparation for a new life just about to begin. This new life will be one that is more healthy and full of new and pleasant surprises for u. So, embrace the endings that occur this year with joy.
You have come a long way to get what u r and u will lose nothing that is truly yours.

Soul
I guess I have E to thank to for pulling me out of a rut. I still have way up on the career ladder. My destiny is Queen of Diamond - philanthropist. In order to give money, I must be able to make more money and give to myself and others.

I only give food to myself and now I give myself a good luxury car, something that I have been admiring.