Sadness is overcome when u focus on your happiness

Apr 5 Aft
Z said external issues is bothering me now. Work takes priority over yoga.
Quite true. Too much lah. When I first take new company, I didn't knew the company is so big as old boss keep on saying they don't need me. Now that I am in, there is loads. This not even like regional role as there is no Lead in respective countries and I am the Lead for all countries.

Freedom by Osho
Freedom itself does not mean anything unless u choose a creative path. Either u go deeper into meditation for self-realisation or if u develop ur hidden talents.

Meditation will do, music will do, dancing or love. But do something with ur freedom; don't just idly by or u will become sad.

Soul
Spiritual practice is part of my lifestyle already. As for going in deeper into programs, I am not keen. I want to try my hand at managing new company and also do my writing.

Father, yea. Thanks for giving me the new company. Otherwise, I would be idling by. I tot I was going into retirement and etc.
Finally I understand the internal influence card.

Existence.
U r related to existence, and existence cares for u. Once u r clean and clear, u can see tremendous love falling on u from all dimensions.

Freedom by Osho
If u were able to destroy ur prisons, u can certainly create something beautiful.

My own experience is that unless u become a creator in some way, ur life will remain empty and sad. The only blissful people are the creators. It may be simply the creation of more consciousness, more experience of truth, consciousness, bliss.

U will have to dispel the darkness of sadness, otherwise sooner or later u will enter some prison. U cannot go on burdening urself with sadness. Before the burden becomes too much and forces u back into some slavery or imprisonment, change the whole situation by being a creative person.

Just find out what brings u joy in life. What u would like to be, and what u want ur definition of life to be.

Soul
I do love my writing. It is an outlet for me and it also helped others.
I also want some luxury as I know now I can afford it. I m thinking of buying a car. I used to curtail myself as I tot I am going into retirement. Now that I am earning more, the increment can more than pay for the car.