Thursday, May 10, 2012

Not easy letting go of Isha

Apr 14

Father, I woke up at 5 am cos menses came. Then I slept back when alarm rang on 7.10 am. I felt bit tired and so I slept back and woke up 8 am. Had some resistance on practice.

Had a good session with SL. I am glad we r back together again. My Environment Card of Two of Diamond is really true.

Father, P didn't reply my sms. Of course, I feel rejected and I wanted to call. But then I hold back, if they r my true friends, they will remain. If not, then so be it. I now understand what Mother goes thru when they got to cut the apron string. And this really shows me why I hang on to Isha. Feel like telling Z. His advice for me is really true. He said I need to cut it. Hei, I just realised that my sadness is gone. I now only miss the friends.

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