Settling down with Z

Mar 11
Was about to start my journal and stumble into a journal I did a year ago on the same date.

Below is a caption of the old journal:
I want to have a miracle in my relationship with Z. He is the man I want to keep in my life. He is the one that I know can open the door. Amen

For the first time, I had a back up Sathsang Guide. I felt relaxed and just be a support. C also enjoys being a Sathsang Guide. Like they said, I have found a replacement.

When I did the ChikShakti. They asked for 3 wishes to be fulfilled and I only saw these:
1. Z and I to be together permanently
2. Me as a famous author
3. My family, Z and I having a good time always.

On Z being off-line on the phone recently. Instead of taking it personally, perhaps he is really tired and wants to switch off cos both his biz partner tend to call him at night too. I guess in that, he is different from E, who is workaholic, who doesn't switch off his phone.

(May 5, I found out my brother is like that too. He doesn't like to carry his mobile phone during weekend.)