Sunday, May 6, 2012

Settling down in not being with Isha

Apr 12
Father, I did my practices. Suria was lovely. Shakti and Shambavi was fine too. These days I am aware that my tots are like background voices.

I recalled I was laughing loads in the pool yesterday.

Had a good dinner with MF and he finally agreed that it his karma and he has backed off so many times. This time he agreed to do what is needed instead of to be a nice man.

Me, finally breaking thru karma of having to be personally responsible. I don't owe anyone. The karma was the hidden Queen of Diamond. I might as well use it in my work and take my money to enjoy myself and give to others. Be the Queen that I am, ruling in my own kingdom instead of others.

Freedom by Osho
If the whole day u r disturbed and worried, hankering and desiring and feeling frustrated, ur nights will be nightmares. But if u r living each moment in its totality, with intensity, with ur wholeness, ur nights will be calm and quiet, relaxed and peaceful. Not even a dream can disturb u, because dreams come from unfulfilled life, from repressed life.

Soul
Yday I slept well.

Freedom by Osho
When ur innermost core is full of light, ur outer light also starts reflecting it.

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