Saturday, May 5, 2012

Dilemma in releasing Isha

Mar 15 Aft

Mmm, nowadays I am expressive. Just told Z that I miss him but I am still sick. And I hope to see him next week.

Mmm, I managed to do shoonya today. Boss was in my room and I excused myself to the next room. It was such a nice contented feeling.

Father, I don't have the passion for Isha. I know the timing for getting out is not the best, but it seems like postponement and postponement. True volunteering has to be based on willingness.

Soul without shame
Spaciousness is daylight in the mind and peace is night.
Peace feels like a smooth, dense blackness that descends and dissolves everything, leaving only the serenity of complete darkness.

Mar 15 Eve
Father, looks like everyone is burnt out in Isha. Teacher is affecting both P and C. As I told P, the day we r evolved, that's the day that teacher will leave us.

Who knows, maybe the new teacher could be the next coordinator. I am real glad I opened up the door with P.

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