Losing my hold on Food

May 6 Aft
I was conned today.

Six of Spades.
The strongest of the karma cards. When this card is present, u can expect a smoothing out of affairs in the realms of work and health. However if u have had bad or negative habits, u may have to settle ur accounts. Whatever happens when this card appears, see that as a guidepost to make corrections in ur path.

Soul
I got conned and once and for all I will address my issue with money.
I shared with SL our similarity. Me, issue with money and she on friend.


Father, I am now updating website from late March to early April. I can see that when I fall out of Isha, I also falls out of food. Food was my greatest issue. Isha tot me to let go of my attachment to food.

Father, tot of the con again. I knew he lied when he takes my first 20, but I took out another 10 cos I can't believe he is out to con me. Then I took out 50 and I let him walk scott free. I am not sure if I let him walk because I was embarrassed or because I symphatised him. To me, if he really need to con me, is his misfortune.


(May 20 - recently my assessment on food is not as accurate as before. I can't seem to make the right decision on selection of food. Something is changing within me)