Tuesday, June 11, 2013

All rivers travel alone

Jun 10 aft

Five of Heart
Emotionally restless card
At the deepest level, u probably will be feeling a dissatisfaction with ur current rship or home situation and desire some sort of change.

When this card appears there is always a chance of separation or divorce with someone u love, but there is equal possibility that u will be taking a trip or moving to new home.

Soul
Yea. I finally see that its truly over and I was clinging to the past. I finally see that I let my need for soul mate define me; make me think I need to be small to attract my soul mate.
I got to be myself and I happens to be a strong river. Even if no other river comes to merge with me, I m still strong and I also won't be happy with a small river.
So, just be myself.

I was surprised but things are still hopeful for the sathsang hall. Thanks to support from H and also the salesperson.

I just send out email asking M to take charge of Family day. Lets see. Me, now no longer want to be the super dooper. Just lead the Sathsang, my original commitment.

Back to Sadhguru's Books.

Don't polish your Ignorance
Actually what u call life is just a movement of energy. Energy is always dynamic, constantly in motion in so many ways. So this is a constant energy transaction. It goes on all the time between subject and object.

When u surrender the wall that u have built, everything becomes one. Only when u merge with the existence, are u free. True freedom can only happen when u r not.

Soul
Not sure. But today I felt I broke a wall within. I know who I am is bigger than having a partner.
I am bigger than food.
I am bigger than money.
Food, love and money no longer has such a great hold on me. I may be affected but not totally lost.



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