Finally a release of my sadness over Z and my mind

Jun 17 aft
As I was walking to my car, I felt a certain rightness for my experiences, even the break up with Z. This is me, the one that is able to experience the depth of my own being, the one that can share to the world.
I must continue sharing. Suddenly I tot I will keep my profile hidden so I can write openly. And so that others can identify with the sapling.

As I got into my car, I burst out crying. Tears flow and eyes become red. I cried cos living in years of falseness. After the cries, I now feel better.

Today 7thunders card
Eight of Diamonds
Focusing and concentrating on ur values and making choices about what is most important in our life and what is not. Through this kind of focus, we attract out values.

Soul
Yea, my focus is Self Mastery. My values in food is secure on that no more pork, chicken, duck and red meat.
No more Z nor partner will have a hold on me. No more mind.

Father, my body is feeling light.

My Osho cards this week is on the spot.

1. Issue - the fool

2. Internal influence - innocence

3. External influence - trust

4. What is needed - the dream
All togetherness is illusory. We want to drown our aloneness in rship. That's why we become involve in love.
Real love comes not from trying to solve ur neediness by depending on another, but by developing our own inner richness and maturity. Then we have so much love to give that we naturally draw lovers towards us.

5. The understanding
Rebirth
Whatever space u r in, be aware that it will evolve into something new if u allow it. It is time of growth and change.

Soul
Father, thank you for the motivation.
U right on track.