Comparison only give pain...I am good as I am

Jun 18 aft
Just told a colleague on 7thunders.com on how real it is. The Five of Hearts in Venus and Nine of Diamonds. Separation from my ex boyfriend and letting go of him.
I also shared on my ex boyfriend Queen of Hearts and King of Hearts on marriage, which is true.

Father, it is end of the work day. I am feeling at ease.
Managed to sort out the sathsang  hall for this month and had a good discussion with my Team.
My website been bit slow about 60, not the hike of 100 of previous weeks.
The service center just called to say that they will replace the dashboard for me. She said partial negligence and also due to the recent bad weather. This is a happy ending, I didn't expect this..

But I am fine..Father, I really am fine. I have so much things going for me.
I have my practices and I have You as my Guide. You are forever with me.
I have a great supportive family and some nice friends.
I have my financial and time freedom. I am now enjoying myself instead of others who are tied to their financial commitment and children.

Just checked my Osho card.
Comparison
Comparison brings inferiority, superiority. When you don't compare, all inferiority, all superiority, disappears. Then you are, you are simply there. A small bush or a big high tree--it doesn't matter; you are yourself. You are

Let's face it, there is always going to be somebody who is more beautiful, more talented, stronger, more intelligent, or apparently happier than you are. And conversely, there will always be those who are less than you in all these ways. The way to find out who you are is not by comparing yourself with others, but by looking to see whether you are fulfilling your own potential in the best way you know how.

Soul
Exactly. I may not have  partner but I have loads of things going for me.
I have my freedom of time and finance.
Now I want my freedom from my mind
Amen
Today very little tots of Z and I am able to waive them off.
I no longer believe anything my mind said on Z.
I no longer need to seek validation from Z
He is gone from my life. I accept with grace.
Honestly I know I am not willing to pay the price of my practices, my freedom and financial security to be with him. I forced myself to, I lower my standard. But now I am upholding my values.
My next partner will fit my values. I need not compromised anymore
I am me..just me
I have made the best of me. Amen.