Five of Hearts in Venus and Nine of Diamonds in Result - Z is finally over

Jun 14 eve 1
Need to say my piece. I may not wish him bad but he didn't do us justice. He may have acted in fear but he need to know the outcome.

There is no need to hide how I feel. I replied this to his wedding invitation.
"U leave a bad taste. I given u many opportunity to end well. But u went on disappearing act and now this😢. U got what u wanted. Hope things goes well. But u lost us. We could have ended as friend if u handled it well. But u didn't."

I also deleted his whatsapp message. No need to prolong.

Just checking out his cards. So, the Queen of Hearts in both Uranus and Neptune last year is real cos he met his dream partner then. He went for a few weddings there.
So his card for this year is correct; King of Heart in Destiny. His Venus of Queen of Hearts from May to Mid July is also true. He also had Queen of Hearts in environment.
Quite accurate reading and all points to marriage and pleasure.

As for me; Queen of Spades in Neptune Destiny card (acceptance of outer by changing inner). Five of Diamonds in Ruling. Finally ending of Z.

Five of Heart in Ruling Card Venus - divorce card; separation from loved ones. Three of Clubs in Destiny Card Venus - indecision over rship.
 So true.

My Destiny year ending result is Nine of Diamond.
The end of certain thing that we once valued and accumulated. It is a graduation from one level of values to the next.
If we can learn to let go, we can experience a feeling of freedom and exhilaration as we move to the next level in our personal development.
Endings are only disappointments to those who are not conscious of what is really going on in their life and who have no faith in life or love.
Cycles flow in and out and that only by flowing with it can we have peace of mind.

Soul
Father, tears want to come but somehow not flowing. A tot came up my mind, "finally released".

Father, Mmm... faith.
Z was my Saturn card of Seven of Spades - Faith. All the while I tot I was supposed to hang on to Z despite contradictory evidence in order to maintain faith that we be good.
Alas, it was me to have faith that he is gone.

For the first time, seeing Faith used in another mode. Z had faith that he will find and create a second marriage with children despite his first bad divorce.
I too must have faith that I will find a partner that is aligned with my values, that will give me a peaceful spiritual life. Z cannot give me that as he is on material mode level.
So, the lesson is firstly I got him, I persevere and then I lost him and finally let go by having faith that I be fine.

Father, thank you for the timing. These last few days messages from A New Earth has opened my vision so I can let go and then receive Z's wedding card invitation.

As for Z lack of honesty and mishandling of us cause me to prolong my hold. But in the same period I found myself. I become truly strong and I can swim breast stroke after nearly 15 years of trying and I can let go of meat, which is a miracle by itself. I also revamped my website and got heavy traffic flow for my blog.
Amen.