Jun 6 eve
My friend, similar age just announced her wedding unexpectedly. There is no envious feeling. I m happy for her. She deserved to be loved.
Coincidentally I m in Ashram, so she wants me to do Prayers at Linga Bhairavi for her.
I forgot that the date Z is supposed to get married. I just wanted a retreat after these hectic months.
Father, when I plan for my trip to ashram, I didn't even tot of Z. He doesn't fit my new values.
My new partner will come. I want someone that values spiritual practices and want to go to Ashram with me. That's my annual retreat. Amen.
Father, u r superb. What a funny coincidence that M's wedding date is supposed to be Z's wedding date too.
Osho today
Receptivity
When u listen, u become just a passage, a passivity, a receptivity, a womb: u become feminine.
U can only reach God only or it will be better to say that God can only reach u only when u are receptive, a feminine receptivity.
The Queen of Water brings a time of unboundedness and gratitude for whatever life brings, without expectation and demands.
Soul
I was just thinking this morning that my Yin is here cos finally now I have running nose during flu. It has never happen before in my life. Something open up.
Father, a bit of nostalgia came on the final ending. It finally dawned on me that Z is not for me. Z knew it but I didn't.
I no longer fight against his absence.
Tears is coming for the sadness of the last few months. For my ignorance. But perhaps that's all is necessary for me to grow my own strength.
I love U, Father. I love u too, Z. U will always be in my prayer. Hope u found your happiness. I know I have found mine, it is inside me always.
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