Time for growth and change

Jun 16 eve
Six of Spades
U can expect a smoothing out of affairs. There be a settling of all affairs and at the same time bringing much needed peace into your life.
If, during this time u take some time to tune in to ur deepest tots and feeling, u may become aware of a special message for u that come from inside.

Soul
The message is I m not my tots. I need not believe my tots. I deserve peace. I am already peace.

52 days card (5 May to 2 Jul)
Neptune in Queen of Spades
We are given a special opportunity to achieve much success by changing our inner tots, beliefs and attitudes instead of trying to alter our external circumstances.

Soul
I tot this only meant for Isha work. Didn't know it comes in terms of Z. But reading my Venus in Five of Hearts make sense on the separation that is meant to happen.
I can now see my tots as separate from me. I can now opt to connect with my inner peace whenever I want to. My mind can no longer run me.

Today Osho card
Rebirth
In Zen, u r coming from nowhere and u r going to nowhere. U r just now, neither coming or going. Everything passes by you; ur consciousness reflects it but it does not get identified. Things come and go. Whatever the space u r right now - be aware that it will evolve into something new if u allow it. It is a time of growth and change.

Soul
So true. Something is brewing within.
Same msg as my final Osho rship card with Z - New Vision.

Father, now updating the blog for past few days. On June 12 I know I cannot let Z define my strength. On Jun 13, I come to the realisation I can finally let go of Z. On Jun 14, Z sent me his wedding invite via whatsapp.  The timing is perfect; just when I finally can release him. Somehow inside me knew its coming or I attract it cos I m ready to let go. Not sure which, but I m so thankful that my Cosmic lesson is over, thankful that I can now opt not to listen to my mind and I can now opt to go into my inner peace whenever I want to.