Sadhguru - Don't be influenced by me; Just stay with me and be empowered

June 23

Sadhguru - Compassionate conspirator video
There are two ways of managing situations. One is to manage the situation itself and the other is to manage the people. And the people will then manage the situation.

Most human being use their mind in extreme rudimentary way; to think, struggle and stress but not to create or to manifest what they want.

Soul
I think Z use it to create. For me, to defend myself against self attack.

Sadhguru
Be uneducated. Do not be educated by society or cultural or family influences.
Let no one influences u. Just sit here. All our experiences are only happening within ourselves. Unless we look at the mechanism.
Everyone is trying to be something more than who they are.
I refused to be influenced by a single tot or emotion around me.
If u r not influenced by me but u r with me, u will then be empowered by me.

Soul
That's it. All the while I felt guilty that I m not influenced by him. That despite taking in all his tools, I still don't let him influence me. I know I was afraid. I know I was recalcitrant. But I don't want to lose myself for anyone, not my parents, not even Sadhguru.
My boss said I m strong will thats why I m not influenced.
So, I m actually on the right track.

Father, as I was watching the video, suddenly I felt an overwhelming emotion. I just cry and tears flow.

Sadhguru
A psychoanalyst can only extricate you from the mess that u got urself into. He can't elevate u.
The messes happen because u r driving urself to go for something more than what they know.

What u call urself is just a software of memories.
How come a seed in soil become a mango or etc. it is because of the memory carried in the seed. That's why children looks like their father, mother or grandparent. It is because of the memory carried in the cell of the seed. The seed in fruits and human are make of up same materials, the five elements of water, earth, fire, wind and...

U can influence the memory in so many ways. Just by tots, emotion or by certain control over ur energy, u can influence the memory immensely to a point that everything in the memory can change. U r 72% water; so if I can influence the water that we drink, why can't I influence u, u r 72% water. This is the science of yoga. This is what they called mystical as they are ignorant of the process.
If u r borderless ignorance, thats means u have no knowledge of ur own. It is the knowledge that separates the existence. 

Soul
I was judging my fluctuating sense of values that cause me to be affected by others. But it may also be this low sense of knowledge that cause me to be receptive to Energy.

Sadhguru
A guru is like a mechanic. If u have a disorder of any kind, u must go to a mechanic. Those who said they got no disorder, they definitely need to see the mechanic as that is a disorder.  Not even open ur eyes and look at the existence around u,  knowing where u come from, what u are, where u going, u definitely got disorder.
If u r looking for solution, u go to a Guru. He is to awaken u.

People asked for my blessing that nothing is to happen to them. I will counter by saying, I bless that everything should happen to u, joy should come, grieve, death, life should happen to u. Did u come here to experience life or to insulate urself from living?

Once something of significance has touched u. U must settle down, no more hunting and gathering. Just be there.
Spiritual is to transcend the physical/mental dimension of who u are right now. The nature of the physical is a boundary. Without a defined boundary, there is no such thing as physical. U want to touch a dimension that is beyond physical.

Life is receptivity. Ignorance of life is receptivity. It is only receptivity which empower ur body, ur mind.
If u r receptive, 60% of energy that u need cones from Water, air and sunlight. Only 40% comes from food that u eat.
If u r joyful person, food intake goes down and yet energy goes up. Why is this not happening everyday? It is because u have set the condition; only if this and this happen, I will involve myself, otherwise I will not get involve.

Ur breathe happens without ur involvement.
When I eat. Something that is not me becomes me. What is not me becomes me. The whole point of love affair is trying to include something that is not u to become part of u.
Food willingly becomes part of u. Not every person will get the same nutrients from the same food.
Ur spine is the center of universe. Ur experience is in ur spine. Everybody takes in the same thing but how it affects u is ur receptivity.
All the five elements have many memories. I can receive all their memories.

(Soul - all neuron in the spine)

Sadhguru
Perception and receptivity are not two different things. If perception is high, receptivity will increase and vice versa.
From the same morsels of food, what one receives is different for what everyone receives.

Soul
I have always been perceptive. That's why I m receptive. And now with my receptivity increased from practices, I become even more perceptive; hence the insights to heal myself.
And because of my receptivity, I m now sensitive to all spices, chilies . I just purged this morning breakfast, I had just a bit if chilli and yet my body is receptive and can't take it and purge it out.



Sadhguru
The center of ur experience is ur spine. If I activate the spine, ur experience is different.
Everything in ur life happens in comparisons. Sense organs need a context, always. Darkness is being feared because there is no context. U need Two for the mind to feel comfortable.
 U do not know what is actually up or down. Nobody knows what is forward or backward.

Soul
That's why there should be no comparison, no judgement. Just as I don't know if meet up or break up is up or down.
My lesson is to live, to go with the flow.

Sadhguru
U only know what is inward and outward. The rest is imaginary. If u r enlightened, even inward and outward will also be lost. U will not know which is u and which is not u

Soul
This is similar to the auto immune information that the body is unable to discriminate what is her self and not her self. Father, there is something here.

Sadhguru
Human mind work only from the information or data it already has. It can only churned various combination or permutations. Actually it is only recycling from the past information that u already had. Spiritual process will not come this way.

Why do u classify a day as good day or bad day? Only human being does this.
One worm of tot can affect ur day.
U are giving more importance to ur psychological process than the existential process.
Ur tot and emotional process becomes more important. U r too full of urself.

More things goes wrong into my life compared with other people.
The whole process of suffering is that u have not open ur eyes properly and look at the grandeur of everything that is happening around u.
There is no bad day in existence.
I made a decision. Nothing happens inside me without my choice. I make it good, super good day.
If there is a choice for u today. Would u make it blissful or misery day?

The most important thing is to realise the immensity of what it means to be a human.

Soul
I do know. Tears start to flow. But I tot something wrong with me. Why no one knows how much we under deliver as a human. We are meant for more. I know and that's why my dream is self mastery. I want to be more than what I know and see around me. I want to be more than my psychological issues.
I am crying and tears flowing when I wrote this.
That's is why I always cry with Sadhguru. Cos I know I can be more than who I m now. But I am still afraid to be more than who I am right now.
Father, a tot came. I want to go to Kailash next year.