Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Lunar in Leo (5th house)

Jun 1
Today second day no practices. Spending lovely time with my family in the beach. Just had a lovely walk in the beach. Yesterday had some tots of Z and I just flow with it and wish him well.

Now at the pool, feeling the breeze. Had tots of Z, just waive off and wish him well with his dream of having children.

This trip confirmed that my change of diet is here to stay. We just went to a dinner of barbecue meats. All my family members have the good except me. I order non meat stuff instead. My family slowly accepting my change of diet.

While I do miss meat, there is no craving. I just don't feel the price of eating meat is worth it.
Truly Five of Diamonds in Neptune.

Lunar in 5th house (lunar in Leo)
Accepting love
First recognise that we are all separate entities within a whole. The separate divine within each of us needs to have love and support from other members of the whole; we all need love.
Second, realise that sharing and being loved are alright. They are not sign of weakness but natural, healthy human traits. This step leads directly to the other major lesson u have come to learn: procreation or individual creativity.
U r learning that if u are to create anything worthwhile in this life, u must take in the love and support of those around u. Until ur being is in total balance and harmony, u cannot connect with ur truest creative forces - the forces of procreation. These have the power to create another entity, whether it be another human being, a painting, a book or a garden. To allow the "child" of ur creativity to develop properly, u must reach this level of awareness and accept love.
Within this element of procreation and creativity, u r learning to let ur own creative spark flow so that u can give back to life the beauty that u see. U can express this spark in art, writing, in choosing to teach a child how to learn and grow, or perhaps the stage, sharing love, happiness, laughter and drama with others.

Soul
A tot came, the main reason I want self mastery is because I no longer want to be hurt; don't want to rely on others. Perhaps then I didn't realise my hidden need for validation. Now that I do and manage to detach a bit. I feel I m ready to accept love.
The last few years with Z has created an expressive outlet in me. And my sharing on the net also takes off.

Lunar in 5th house (lunar in Leo)
Recognising individuality
U may fear becoming an individual because more is expected of individuals, and u don't know whether or not u can live up to it. U fear getting caught up in the responsibility of living up to ur capabilities. And this is another lesson - not to concern urself so much with the future outcome of the projection of ego but to live in the integrity of the moment, doing what brings uplifting feelings and happiness to the spark within the individual self. In giving happiness to ur own spark - ur self - ur inner joy and sense of fulfilment will flood out and increase the quality of life for all those around u.

Soul
So true.

Lunar in 5th house (lunar in Leo)
In this lifetime u r allowed to have happiness and love. It's ur birthright. It is an individual duty for u to achieve this time.

Soul
No wonder I still doubtful. I always think love is meant for others who are not strong. Others who can't be an individual needs love. That's why I resist being an individual as I tot I lose my chance in love.
Father, please correct my belief.

Lunar in 5th house (lunar in Leo)
U want to become a creative force within the self because in honouring the one, u must procreate. And ur job is to create through sharing the joy within urself.
This correlates directly to the lesson of learning to love the self. The creative energy is so strong within Leo that if u don't develop ur own individuality before ur creativeness starts flowing, then others may recognise the spark before u do. This can lead others ruling ur life, which is exactly what u fear.

Soul
My website joyong. Perfect.


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