North Node in 11th house (Aquarius) - approval is like food

Jun 23 eve
North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
They are well equipped to use their powerful will in this lifetime - to keep the ego from feeding them counterproductive tots. For example, when things don't go their way, these folks tends to blame themselves or others for the outcome and become very frustrated. This is the time to stop the bombardment of negative tots and remind themselves; "I don't know what ought to be". That tot, summoned at key moments, stop their runaway will and brings them peace.

Soul
This what I have been doing recently. I can now see the tots, see if it is true and then waive them off if necessary.

North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
Affirmations are excellent in helping them break free from negative tots;"I am filled with loving kindness. Love permeates my being".

Soul
Last week I got the realisation my True Love is within and I be my best friend.

North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
They can also work to free themselves from ego entrapment by ceasing to judge and compare themselves with other people.
They need to learn that whatever a person is striving to become a president of the country, earn a college degree or make enough money to feed the family, the struggle is the same. They need to look beyond external appearances and realise that we all share the same struggle, they will relax and feel equal to others again.

Soul
Yea, if I don't compare I m fine. I m learning to appreciate what I have and knowing that I m the best I can be.

North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
Approval is like food for them. Conversely their fear of disapproval may be so enormous that they avoid sharing their true feelings or opinions.

Soul
I used to. In work I can express better but no in rship. But now I learn to express.

North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
They have had too many lifetimes of being centre stage star and having constant public attention, so in this incarnation part of them resists being in that position. Fear of not playing their role correctly and inviting disapproval is a great emotional risk, and now they are generally not rewarded when they take "star" position.
If they can't avoid being the center, their best bet is to shift the focus to something outside themselves. If he wins approval for his principled or projects rather than seeking it only for himself, his enthusiasm becomes boundless and he has tremendous creative power.

Soul
My Saturn in Aries and Pluto in Virgo.

North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
In this incarnation they are here to share unconventional knowledge and they may not always get approval because they are voicing something new. People seldom accept new knowledge easily because it takes time to see its value, come into alignment and integrate with it. These folks must be willing to risk disapproval in voicing their innovative ideas.
When they sees themselves as channels for knowledge to flow through, it frees them enormously because they don't have to be "right". It also frees them from the vulnerability of needing approval from others.
When they realise they are just "picking up" free-floating ideas  and bringing them through, then whether other people approve or not isn't a factor.

Soul
Yea. That's the mode for my website.

North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
Personal validation.

Soul
This fits Z to a tee. For me the validation is hidden. It affect my emotion and at times I suppress my negative expression.

North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
As soon as they allow themselves to think of personal loss, all the energy of accomplishment begins to dissipate and they end up doing nothing

Soul
I used to do that loads before I met Z. I learned from him not to think of price to pay first in order to grow.