Sadhguru on Shiva - whatever you think you are now, is not the real you.

Jun 16 eve 1
Sadhguru on Shiva
Pavarthi desperately trying to find fulfilment through the normal process of having children.
Shiva took compassion on her. Shiva said having children or bearing birth to children will not lead u to fulfilment. He teach her yoga instead. Gaining mastery over the fundamental process of life. The very process of creation and destruction.

Soul
When I watch the video, I start to cry. I thank Sadhguru for the tools, for bringing me inner joy.
And this msg on having/giving children is perfect message today as Z's condition is with children. I resisted because I don't want children.

Sadhguru on Shiva
Shiva's method to get from one level of consciousness to the other.
Pavarthi in her yoga journey took every single form that could happen in consciousness. She become love, compassion, angry, deadly, sad, pleasant, unpleasant. They went from subtle to more and more intense form.
As she went thru many faces of consciousness, the outer change. Then Shiva makes her realise all the various form of consciousness is just a play of energy. She is none of these things.

Soul
Goose bumps came. Exactly the same msg as Osho Rebirth card that I picked just now.

Sadhguru on Shiva
What she is, is beyond all these forms that she can take. And to harness that energy, make it happen the way it should happen is yoga.
Shiva said to Pavarthi "what u went thru just now is just a play of energy. This is not you."
Then Devi asked, "How do I realise this is not me?"
Shiva gave a simple answer, aum.

Sadhguru said involvement means doing it as this is the last thing u do.
Self preservation prevents u from living in intensity. If death is not there, no hesitation.
The moment u reject death, u also reject life.
U r not afraid of losing the body. U r afraid of losing ur personality. It's the fear of loss of ego. Ego is mainly on the face.

Transcendence - looking on how to go beyond time and space. U r aspiring to be something more than physical. It is only the ignorant who try to stop the process of death. It is only those who are aware that will make this into a tremendous opportunity to move from one dimension to the other.

Soul
Death of Z in my life is another step of my growth.

I was crying and laughing in their meditation process. Powerful DVD

Sadhguru on Shiva
Ur compulsiveness erodes ur peace. U either raise ur level of awareness or consciousness or transform ur energy.
Transforming ur energy is more certain and u cannot be fooled.  All u need a certain dedication and involvement in ur practices.

There are people who cry, who laugh, who moves.  Why are they like that? Devotees of Shiva are extremist. They are not extremist against anything but extremist with themselves. Devotees means u don't matter anymore. Who u are, are just nothing.
The seeds of experience are only within u.
Shiva said Universe is an empty shell, where ur mind frolicked infinitely. U know this only if u can play. If u r serious, u miss here and beyond.
All these can only happen to someone who is playful. Playful does not mean irresponsible.

Soul
Father, thank U for the DVD. I m now settled with the 'death of Z' in my life.
Earlier I opened the tantra DVD  but somehow I know its not the one. So, I changed and got Shiva. And this is the right one. I may not be Shiva devotee but I may be Pavarthi devotee.
Like Shiva said all the various form of consciousness is not me. I m beyond that. For now I know I m beyond my mind. And that's the fulfilment of my life long dream of Self Mastery. Amen. Thank you Father for this whole week. The Osho card was right on the spot.