Alternative view that losing Z may be a blessing too

Jun 13 aft 2

Soul
That's what happened to me when Z was lost. I went into spiral mode. I did recoup some back when I did hata yoga refresher in Dec 2012 and then Surya Kriya about 3 months back.
But it went down again in these last 2 weeks until I tot I got no more energy to give for volunteering.

Father, now reading the blog back in Jan 2010 and can see that my darkest moment in my career was the saving grace. So, perhaps this is also the case with the absence of Z.  Both are similar in terms of attachment. Surprisingly I lost my attachment to my career after the dark period. So, I too may lose my attachment to having a partner after this.

At the very least, I now learned to appreciate what I have. I learned of my attachment to validation.  I also begin to appreciate the values offered by volunteering in Isha

A New Earth
The modalities of awakened doing are acceptance, enjoyment and enthusiasm. If u r not in any of the above state, u will find that u r creating suffering for yourself and others.
When u cannot enjoy, at least accept what u have to do - be willing.
The peace that comes with surrendered turns into a sense of aliveness when u actually enjoy what u r doing.

Soul
Thats me now. I feel a spurt of enthusiasm for this coming event.

A New Earth
On new earth, enjoyment will replace wanting as the motivating power behind people's action.
Joy is the dynamic aspect of Being. When the creative power of the universe becomes conscious of itself, it manifest as joy.
Joy does not come from what u do, it flows into what u do and thus into this world from deep within u.
U cannot manifest what u want, u can only manifest what u already have.

Soul
Mmm, joy is arising.