North Node in 11th house (Aquarius)

Jun 19 eve

Inspiration from FB
Ur destiny is not just to find love; it is to be the most loving person u can be.

Soul
Father, just got back from evening walk. I feel refreshed. Such irony. Me who dislike physical activity can feel good from it. Glad I picked the tips from Natal Chart reading. And I also benefit from hata yoga.
Now when tots of Z comes in, I don't suppress it. I don't judge myself. I just emphasise with the child in me.

Just finished Korean drama; nice warm feeling. I m happy for the heroine. Found her true love but her political career got in the way. She said of her boyfriend who only love himself due to no parents and now he learn to love somebody, her. Thats nice.

A friend sent me a msg that hope things are turning out perfectly for me. I replied that things are flowing to what I truly need.

I may not like the lesson but I know its good for me.

North node in 11th house or Aquarius
The irony is that when Aquarius north node people dedicate themselves to a larger cause, they find that the universe will fulfill them on the personal level as well.
They really want to be in love, to be adored and share "center stage" with someone who returns their passion. To reach this goal, they must learn to go with the flow - to tell the Universe what they want and let life (with its perfect timing) bring others who will recognise and adore them.
They need to learn to receive love naturally - to be alert to the window of opportunity and respond to those who comes into their lives to love them. Spending time with like minded people, openly expressing their unorthodox ideas and vision of the future, attract lovers who can also be friends and give them the support they need. When they focus on enacting their altruistic dreams, life will send them special people to charge their dream with romantic energy.

Soul
That's great.

North node in 11th house
Their destiny is to come down from their isolated thrones and re-establish themselves as part of the collective.

Soul
My Ruling is Ace of Diamond and my Destiny is Queen of Diamonds.
My Cosmic reward is Nine of Diamonds and my Jupiter is Nine of Hearts.
I am facing Nine of Hearts during age 42 to 48.

North node in 11th house
They are well equipped to use their powerful will in this lifetime - to stop the ego from feeding them counterproductive tots. For example, when things don't go their way, these folks tend to blame themselves or others for the outcome and become very frustrated.
This is the time to stop the bombardment of negative tots and remind themselves: "I don't know what ought to be".
That tot, summoned at key moments, stops their runaway will and bring them peace.

Soul
I truly can do that.

Father, thank you. I read north node in 11th house about a month ago, focusing on my need for validation.
 But now after the finale with Z, I can see that I need to read this again. It has loads of advices that I need now. Father, just now in the park I asked U to save me. U come through again. Amen.