A few Nines in my Life

Aug 25
Just came back from walk in the park. Very little tots. Just walking.
True completion. Tot of the Nine of Clubs. Ending of plans.

Tot of all the Nines in my life. I said these people need to revamp or overhaul their life style, mind set or way of communication or loving.

Looking back at my life, there were many endings.

I had been wondering why so many Nines in my life. And now I know.

And I have to admit, I have issues with Nines. They are truly over-powering. And normally I concede out of my validation issue. It is ironic, Nines has loads of difficulty to change when infact they truly need to change.

Perhaps the Nines is just a projection of my own inability to change...or rather my control freak..refusing to go with the Flow.

So Completion is not easy for me..especially more so for romantic relationship.

So, at least now I can emphatise with the Nines instead of judging them.